Apology
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No words can say who I am because my tongue has bought the lie of who I want to be and passed that story on. I will one day be great, one day be everything I dream, I know because He promises that this work He will complete, but right now…
I’m imperfect. I try and fail time and time again. My feet move before my heart has time to see where I am. I find myself in a million apologies hoping you won’t be another friend that leaves. If I could turn all my actions back on me, I know I couldn’t stand…I’d fall under the weight of it all. But you stay, and there is nothing I can say to make it right.
God please hurry…there’s only so much time before I chase them all away, before I break them all, please change me. They make it look so easy; to be the friend I’m supposed to be. To love without expecting, to make time when there is none, to give unselfishly, to be needed instead of need. But not for me. Just when all seems to fall in place, I make a fatal mistake.
How much longer must I wait? Lord, help me change for their sake.
I’m imperfect. I try and fail time and time again. My feet move before my heart has time to see where I am. I find myself in a million apologies hoping you won’t be another friend that leaves. If I could turn all my actions back on me, I know I couldn’t stand…I’d fall under the weight of it all. But you stay, and there is nothing I can say to make it right.
God please hurry…there’s only so much time before I chase them all away, before I break them all, please change me. They make it look so easy; to be the friend I’m supposed to be. To love without expecting, to make time when there is none, to give unselfishly, to be needed instead of need. But not for me. Just when all seems to fall in place, I make a fatal mistake.
How much longer must I wait? Lord, help me change for their sake.