Bipolar Suicide
Tortured inside my head
I lie awake wondering what I can make of my life
It's almost all gone, and it's awful at that
It keeps getting worse, but I can't go back
I can't change a thing
Going forward will send me down
Spiraling into a never ending abyss
Nobody cares, nobody sees
I say I'm ok
And they listen to me!
They know it's not true, but they don't care
As long as they don't have to deal with me
They'll just act like I'm not here
I've become used to the pain
The sorrow's become my norm
And I'm used to the silence in my head
But what hurts the most
Is knowing there's no hope
Not being able to see a way out
So I've reached a decision
If no one's willing to help me, I'll just help myself
By saying goodbye
This is all that matters, just ending the pain
So I reach up
And I take the gun
I go to make my move
And it's already done
In a flash just like that, now I can't take it back
What if things would have changed
I guess it's too late for that
Someone come quickly
Help me please
It hurts too much
This pain is bringing me to my knees
I take it back
Make it go away
It wasn't worth it
I shouldn't have gone this way.
I lie awake wondering what I can make of my life
It's almost all gone, and it's awful at that
It keeps getting worse, but I can't go back
I can't change a thing
Going forward will send me down
Spiraling into a never ending abyss
Nobody cares, nobody sees
I say I'm ok
And they listen to me!
They know it's not true, but they don't care
As long as they don't have to deal with me
They'll just act like I'm not here
I've become used to the pain
The sorrow's become my norm
And I'm used to the silence in my head
But what hurts the most
Is knowing there's no hope
Not being able to see a way out
So I've reached a decision
If no one's willing to help me, I'll just help myself
By saying goodbye
This is all that matters, just ending the pain
So I reach up
And I take the gun
I go to make my move
And it's already done
In a flash just like that, now I can't take it back
What if things would have changed
I guess it's too late for that
Someone come quickly
Help me please
It hurts too much
This pain is bringing me to my knees
I take it back
Make it go away
It wasn't worth it
I shouldn't have gone this way.